Vitagen Lover <3

14th of oct.
Sharp 7 months after your birthday.
You're gone.
You're leaving us and leaving the world.
ANDREW CHOW IS PASSED AWAY.

Andrew Chow.
He was a great guy,
He is my ex bf,
Good friend of mine,
Great friend of us.

I can't accept that!
Life is so unfair. How can people will died that young?
It's really a big shocked and fucking sad case to everyone.
When i get to know this news, I was like stoned.
In my mind : Is it true?
But the fact is so cruel, He's really gone.
AGAIN, I can't accept that!
When was the last time i talked to him? LAST WEEK MCD.
But this week? No more, I can't talk to him anymore, FOREVER!!
I cried over and over again for the whole day.
Now is the second day, but my tears still dropping like hell.
Life is so short.
I was fucking scared when i heard this news from TW.
Why? Because the feelings was like, WTF? Fake case huh? He used to very close with me, i always saw him lepak here and there, Talked to him through phone call, sms and face to face.
In the sudden, people told me that he is died.
I got a lot to says about him, but now is like not in the mood.
Will be update again.

To his friends,
LIVE BETTER TO SEE THE FELLA DIE FASTER!
STAY STRONG GUYS!

San & Emily,
Happy Birthday!!
Hope you guys will understand my feelings.
Emily's birthday party was fun.
Thanks to ANNIE, EMILY, SAN, AMELIA, ASHLEE for by my side when i was fucking upset <3

Special thanks to LY PY,
Both of you called me and tried to talk to me even though you guys staying at aboard.

Just a part of Happysohaifamily's photos.

Everything happened are so unexpected.
Hmmm. I did suspect those things before. But I didn't expect it's a truth.
But now I know, absolutely that's the fact that I doesn't hope to know.
To me myself, sinced i get to know the truth, I'll try my best to believe on it. But it might take time ya.

Do you guys think I'll hate her as well?
Nope, I won't. Because it's not her fault right? Yea.
There's no point to mad at them.No one involved in this case?
Nah.. There's just no one involved in my mind, only me myself.
I knew that you guys just did whatever you guys up to.
But in fact, quite sad you know.

I already pick my choice, Seriously I'll quit Kampar life and KTAR. Wasted right? NAH. (Once you try it, you'll regret. P/s: not everyone, just for people that their attitude almost same like me)
KAMPAR this place. negative more than positive. I'm not even lying to you guys.
Me and Sephine were discuss a freaking embarrassed topic before. Nah i don't really remember.
It's something like, Almost everyone dating in kampar, couples will do 18SX stuffs.
Yea seriously. honestly, everyone knew it. But whatever? LOL IT's 2009 now man!!
Once I leave Kampar, I'll fucking miss my good listener/polar bear - VICTOR the Lilbluebanana. HAAAA. Ey if you're reading, do not laugh! I'm just respect you then mentioned about your SPECIAL name. :DD
Victor the lilbluebanana, This guy, chubby, from KL, innocent? VERYVERY SUPERB GOOD in SCIENCE I TELL YOU!! Haaa. He can explain everything which is involved in science. He's my polar bear. I would like to call him like this. Haaa because it's fucking suit him you know. Everytime when I felt sad, down and bad, he's the one will console comfort me at first. I really feel glad to have you my POLAR BEAR:) I might go back to Kampar often mostly because of you.
Xiao yu, The sohai, Always talk about nonsense things, change songs lyrics to his own words, lame joke and laugh with himself, WTF ? but yet he and victor staying with me in KAMPAR, I really feel like sayang both of them so so much. I always take care of them like a babysitter take care of their child. I still remember when I fell sick, Both of them and Xian take care of me very well :) Thanks. L O V E S <3
Wilson, victor's buddy, currently he's one of my buddy also, the one who always treat me cigarettes. I would like to talk to him as always. He's a very nice guy, treat his gf and buddies very good. And he always help me to keep all of my secret. Wilson and victor right, anytime they can threat me because they're holding all of my secrets. Haaa. but i know you guys won't right? PLEASE OH PLEASE SINCED I'M A SOHAI!!!! :DDD
Sephine Teh. The first female bestie at KAMPAR. Yea until now. hmmm i think until future? We both always sharing our secrets with each other, because of i put my trust on her. She's pretty but pity. Bad luck always following her and sticking with her. but i'll pray for you ya:)
BigCARMEN(chia wei), My dai ga jie in Kampar. She's a fucking nice person. But very ng hou yi si, because i always need her to fetch me to school and take care of my belongings. Haaa don't you remember. Me davenONG this big head prawn right, left the purse in the class and when off. Luckily is your friends got it and called you to inform me. haaaa. TERIMA KASIH!! Take good care of yourself, don't just put so much efforts on your studies then didn't get a good sleep ya!!
SmallCArmen(miss hew), This girl. BIG BIG LOL. Haaa. not big lol to her, is to me. Because i always gik sei her. Haaaa. I always ask her, Carmen, Can you show me some ability? lol emotion please. your face not tired huh? haaa she always gik 9 sei. and and. i like to see her to rub her nose. FCUKING CUTE!! :D Hmmm although sometimes we're not that close and mad at each other, but, you're still my good friend as always. but i don't know you treat me as what la. SOHAI?? haaa i think so. I'll go to visit you ya. don't worry!!
JIAQImy bitch:) I knew her from Miss hew. Yea. supposed to use tiny but fierce to describe her. haaa not that fierce, just.. she's tiny but you guys are hard to get to bully her. Her mind is strong than YOUR DICK!! haaaaaaaaaaa :DDDDD come on. Nowadays i seldom talk to her because of seldom meet up:( I miss her. i bet i need to talk to her for at least 5 hours nonstop?? haaaa
SiewYin. The little girl :) sweet and pretty. always got prob with her boy? but i bet now okay already huh. It's nice to chit chat with her. she always said i'm funny and stuffs. OMG. is it? haaa YES I AM! :) must keep in touch with this girl. remind it to myself!! NEXt time, left for dead with you and hui jing again ya.
Quan, siewyin's bf, one of my buddy. yi hei zai lui. haaa cantonese please.
Emo, Buddy buddy, don't always emo then singing. later people thought got ghost. haaaaaa Starboy, SOHAI+Innocent? = BRAINLESS But he's my close friend also man!!
KEON, my underground lover? haaa Fucking lame joke lo diuuuu. Love you
Andy, the kiok cheh lou. lol why am i called him like this? haaaa i don't know. just feel like. me and him got a sohai promises some more. haaa 25years old, I'LL KAO HIM!! haaaaaaa DENG Xian, My bro? haaa i don't know. it's complicated. but, not related. haaaa. treat me nice:) Michael Teh & Emily, Couple:)
The twins boy, dota dota kaki. both of them huh. lol. one of them addicted to dota until repeat course. haaa geng le. Everyone always take them for a joke. Ask them to share their gf and stuffs. bla bla bla. FUNNY sial.

Do you guys realize i didn't mention a guy in above? So yea. here you go.

PATRICK TAN, used to like him when i was form3. then no more. until i came to Kampar, saw him again. Yea deng, fall for him again. But not love. just feeling towards on him. haaa. Vinc is still in my heart. hmmm. Patrick tan, got a lot to says, but don't know how to start. haaa so, just forget about it. good luck in your future man. wish you'll get your target after two years. that's your goal right. Okay I think i need to stop mentioning about Kampar.

Let's move my ass off to ipoh. IPOHHHHH YIPOUUUUUUUUUUUU YIPAUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. CCBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS <3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Cheahpeiyee,Voontsusan, Soonliyuan, Ameliasong, Appletan, Anniekhaw, Aaronkong, Unickkhailai, Emilyng, Voontsuping. You guys is a part of my life. Very very important to me!! I miss having pillow talk, dance, and lepaking with them. Especially The CPY( cipet yong) haaaaa Khai lai said that. haaaaa. DO not blame me you barney. Happy family remix. haaaa DO not delete it!! ly san appetton :) love you girls. Happy sot family.
my mum ANGELYNE CILVENDER. The sohai mum right. That's why her childs also sohai until no medicine can cure their sickness already. GEng DOU.
Karyn lee. My Bff:) miss this pokpok. but she always busy with many things one looooo. Mou sum. haaaa scold me la if you're reading this post.
Yeechein. My forever bitch forever bestie forever pokpok!!! Sorry for not celebrate your bday with you. you know i'm was in kl that time and my phone sot jor. :) love you and we'll meet up as always ya.
Sophia myluilui, Yea. my lui, mine mine. haaa Hey guys, do not kao her without my permission! pillow talk mates:)

Went to KL with my beloved CCBS:) met up with mum angelyne, AD, Toki, huilyn the babe:) Woohoo. BLack eyed peas is HOT!! worth to paid for the ticket. haaaaaaaaaaa